One of the Events

It's been awhile since I post my blog here. The time that had passed, moments that have stolen, ticking clocks I always hear, seconds become minutes that turns to be hours, moveing days, weeks been created and now months just passed away not slow nor fast. My heart is in movement, in this world I always moved by it, I am within it. This is the life I have thought every now and then. I tried to skip, but then I'll trip off and get hurt. What do I thought about now? I can imagine greater things, but my mind set in to a very peacful place. I'm standing under this big tree, watching, waiting. It's a very good spring, where I can hear water running, just flowing beyond the rocks. Warm breeze touching my skin, moved my heart by the scenery beyond me. I want to be there, I'm being caight by the world I want to see. Going back to the reality. I am here felt so far and vast. Vauge, blurred. I am stranger of my own self. Wanting to be less, wanting to go further.

As I type this, this is one of my events. Vauge events everyday I grow old, I'm wrong to tell myself I am weary, it's wrong that I am sad nor even say lonely. I am being unfair to everyone. It's wrong to say that my existence is not important as I want it to be, I just need someone to make me feel I am me and support for what I want to become. Wheneve I think my time is near, I need to get far from the road I am taking up. Change to make the first move, to make the first step. I need to live and love how the things manages as the world go around. This is not yet my goodbye.