Vegetable Soup: Happy Weekend
Go my kite fly with my worries high up in the sky. Take away the feelings and just go. Oh Darn it! the rope snap it flew away...
It's okay! That's what I always say about my day. Fly my kite together with my worries and watch it go high up above.
I wake up in the morning and check my phone for any messages. The night before I always pray for a good tomorrow, something different and out of the ordinary. I got up and grab the box of milk and went out to see the beauty of the sun and the glorious day ahead of me. It's freaking Saturday! I drank the almost half empty milk box and stretch a little bit. It was really a good day, I was wondering that moment how it will be a blissful day for me when there's nothing in my head but words left unspoken, feelings that hide inside, the joy from yesterdays teachings and a grieving heart for someone I barely touch to comfort. Everyday seems as different as any other, but for me it is always same shit. So, it's okay!
I barely know myself withing those 24 hours of my life and to the person I am not while writing this blog. I wasn't sure exactly, but I believe it is an opportunity for me to live that life. The past days I always think of things what can be the change I can do, and what can I do to make things change is it for better or for worst? I read, I take advice to the people I think that will help me resolve the things questionable. I wasn't sure how to deal with it, but there's the answer I'm just afraid to grab it. Before I go to bed I can't sleep due to the activities in my head so what I do is I try to pile them up and put away all those stuff in my head, throw it to the trash bin or stack em up to my very own library inside my head.
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