Special Blogsode: Just Going

Dear Someone I know,

"I can't give up!" I always told to myself even though I'm in the peek of surrendering, but what I have inside always push me to go further and just see that from this point on I'm already far ahead, that I can do better than what I am doing now I AM ME. I guess that's how I encourage myself to get through everything and what life throws at me especially to people important and special to me. What I have inside for them is what I want to cherish the most and for this person I want to send a message. This is for you...
 it doesn't happen everyday and you'll just suddenly see it will appear at your door that once in a lifetime chance is knocking at you waiting for you to open it up, but everything takes time like every one alway say "No rush!".

I believe in once upon a time, sometimes the world tries to knock it out of you, but I believe that greater things can happen. The way that some people believes in fairy tales. When I look at the mirror I see myself not as a whole being, but a person who's half of me is missing; I tried to tell that someday I will see the better half of me even it takes awhile I know it will be worth it. Why? Because everyone is attach to someone even they haven't met them, there's this unseen thread that leads to the person that you find home. Mine? I see it and it leads me to whoever that person is, I guess it is still a long way to go. I believe someday both of us will find each other, then he will just look at me straight in the eyes through my soul and will tell what's inside his heart. What will I tell him? 

Hold on, to me as we go.

As we roll down this unfamiliar road.

And although this wave is stringing us along.

Just know you’re not alone,

Cause I’m going to make this place your home.

I want to make you smile longer than you'll know.

~Home by Phillips Phillips 

When I find you and you're hurting let me mend and protect it, if you're crying here's my shoulder you can cry on to me, let me dry your tears. If you're angry let me hear it so we can fix it. Let me be the person who knows when you are happy or sad or whatever life has offered you. If you can let me that person who will make your heart whole again and just break the shield you build up so you can see me cos I am here still patiently waiting...

xoxo