Tuesday Fever: Update and Negative Upgrade

Hello blog! It's been awhile since i share something to you. I've been very busy with work and there's a lot of adjustment going on plus the changes in the environment here in my workplace. I can never say anything bad about it but i love miami and bahamas. So Fever is one thing I always start and it seems so contagious to put an everyday event of my life, but not really all of it just the highlights. I'm kinda in the mood to blog something i think it is a good idea to start to my usual daily fevers. I miss it and there's been a lot of events coming in and out of my life. 

One word that i want to emphasize is CHANGE, you know this song from reliant k the title was "who i am hates who I've been?" It's already there no need to explain about it. I believe i change a lot and when i say a lot the term change to  someone i don't know! It is still me though it is just the doings that i dont like, my decisions and ideas, thoughts and action; everything seems undeniably wrong in my life. Im not going to segregate it since its a little bit many to mention so ill just sum it up in those words. 

You know? People think it is still you, but in the back of my head they're wrong about it there is something that is different but all you want is to be just the same yet it felt so different, i want to put redundancy to that because its true. There's too many ifs and maybes, i want to feel right but im here stuck at that never ending moment feeling of changing i know change is constant like the stars, like the universe however i want a good change, i want to be ME again. Top it all it was all just me.

Xoxo,