Vegetable Soup for the Soul: Present a certain gift of surprises!

It seems I'm already okay with things in my life or probably I'm wrong and want more. There will be always missing in my life that I'm quite sure whats the answer. I maybe ignoring it but i know what I've been doing and it seems i started to let it go and suppose to live not the way I should live my life, better yet it suppose to be this life of mine has the purpose driven life. I don't know what kind of words I will use trying, I will try, I will do my best or whatever actions I have to take to make it but the answers are already there crystal clear it shouldn't be starting with I or Me. Right? I just cannot grasp it and that's my failure.

I'm sharing not only my difficulties in life but also these beautiful things, how I felt it, every bit of senses that I cannot explain or just take my breath away is a sign that even from until then on I can still remember every time I'm going to read what I've spill in this pages. 

A couple of weeks ago or last month a lot of things just suddenly arise from the core of out of no where I have ups and downs, right and left, swerving and bumpy rides but never did I complain about it cos I'm the type who will just accept things the way they were and if I can change the course of my choices and my life I would have done it and I guess that is one of my regrets, maybe right now I'm in a better place then that's the time I will do something about it. You see life we can never understand it or there are times that we cannot deal with it cos it is unbearable. However, we can manage to live with it every single day, because we still trying to understand it; Beyond the tough times there will always be surprises that comes to our lives we never expected probably we did but we forgot about it as time pass by. We missed a lot of opportunities and regret things, we let go but all we have to do or all I have to do is just moved on with a new positive set of mind leading to hope and good future don't forget the obstacles 'cos wherever you look at it, it makes me a stronger person.

Well is the main point of this blog actually nothing, completely NOTHING! But then again let me share you this thing happened to me. I have had once and probably once in my lifetime that I thought I will have him, we got separated and i decided to end it that way. We both move on with our lives and have our own adventure, finding ourselves again. I might regret that I did let go such a wonderful person but I will never let go of what we have even though it is such well seems long to me time together. I never regret the memories we made cos that will remain in my heart and mind forever. I guess we stand now in friendship. I'm not going to expect anything beyond it but just looking forward in the future while enjoying the present moment. He might be out there somewhere now so I only hope for the best in him.

I'm glad for this day and hoping I can spill more soup.

xoxo,