Vegetable Soup for the Soul: In Between Those Lines

It's weird that I actually have few words to say in here, something good to tell.

"No matter what I do I forget to forget you."

To what extent should we try to forget someone? Or do we have to really forget them or just the feelings? Do we have to force ourselves to deny that very existing memory so we can move on to out lives? I thought that every path we take always ends up with different consequences. I remember once did I try to forget, but my heart fails me it takes me to what I think will be forever but ended up pretty badly. I told myself that's it I'm done and over of it! I was so afraid that time and just walk away leaving myself empty and nothing. But out of nowhere it happens, time just heal itself and I forget how it felt like, I forget what we usually call feelings.

80% of our lives try to mend that all the way to the very end, well guess what the 20% is done! Then there will be chances of survival till we say that life as we know it ends. It happens though but I believe that in this world there are almost lovers who are not meant to be together. So I spent my years to move on and be happy and then someone came along. That particular someone definitely change the way of my thinking I am totally me; the unexpected happen of course I was afraid before but now I am just brave. I am totally caught in between those lines, the little words must have been lost somewhere when I finally say "I like you" I remember how good those feelings are. The tingling feeling and butterfly-in-my-stomach cliche felt so good and new to me to be exact.

I know everyone struggle to give or say those words and so am I! And when they do well you're one lucky bastard because,

          "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return." -Moulin Rouge







And it's true. I don't hate or regret it, I might not see him but I miss him all the time. Thanks to him I felt so alive and that's what the best part of this letter...


xoxo,
IVY

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