Weekend Fever: Hypothetically Speaking

Hello there! I'm back from a long vacation of typing and thinking. My latest post was way back last year! I never seems to have a chance to write or blog my thoughts. I've been reading a few news, books and blogs to inspire some ideas. I'm hoping that I can express myself to a broader and wider view. We all have that thing inside we always want to release. I feel something aside from hunger, there's a shallowness in every parts of my emotion that wants to go out. I think reading my previous blogs will help me.
About a month ago I made some few chapters of a story I made while working on ship. It's a life I created and imagine, a world that I might have in another universe or other life if I choose to release the true potential of my own being. But I've been far away and connection at sea are inevitably annoying. Work is also another reason, the schedule seems to be also in the way. Right now I'm on vacation I have time to express what I wanted to share. The background music I use to help me write is very cinematic, but it is useful. If you want those kind of epic music, theatrical ones I have a link here: Epic Mega Music hope you like it as much as I do.

Moving on... I am always in this kind of part where my thought seems to be out of place. Emotions are in different depth as well. I  wanted to cry my heart out through my blogs yet I am caught staring at the blank page of the screen for about 5-10 minutes till I started to function. I'm trying to collect the right words, building them in my head before working my fingers through the keyboard. Again, I wasn't able to share even if I wanted to; the past few months was a rough road for me, well it is always been a rough road. I can say all of us undergo a lot of events in a short period amount of time.

What's been up to me? Well, this vacation sucks and I need a well deserved vacation yet all I got is a vacation full of problems. That's life! We all know as long as we are alive, life will either go with us or against us. Then it will end when it leaves us in the grave. But we are positive and we want to attract good aura in our lives so positive thinking is what we always need despite of the  adversity in this world I'm sure we will be alright. We just got to keep moving forward like the Robinson Movie.

That's about it today. Have a fantastic weekend!

xoxo,

IVY