To My Dearest #1

I'm here, waiting...
Dearest Love,

I'm writing this to you because you deserve to know how I feel up to this stage. I'm sorry if I fall down a lot lately or go on the wrong direction that I seem to have missed you, perhaps you're just near but I look on the other way or pass next to you. It seems I always miss the opportunity to meet you and it took longer than it should be. But I'm sure once I see your face it will be a dream come true. I've always prayed for you, to have you in my life, having that hope you and I will meet in any circumstances. God knows how I want to know you and be with you for a lifetime. I have always long for you and your love. Your smile is my joy, your heart is my home. I hope someday I can say that you and I are made for each other. I always think what it will be like once you're in front of me? Am I going to be nervous? Am I going to faint? or cry? or I'll just smile and give you a nice firm hand shake saying "It's nice to finally meet you." 
My dearest there's a lot of things I want to share with you and I know we have a lifetime to do that. I have always wanted to say everything and I love you since the day I got to know that you're out there, the one for me. I want you to know I’ve always been waiting for you, I'm sorry I have to go through a lot of obstacle to get to where you are. My heart gets weary and broken a lot of times because of being impatient, but rest assured once I surpass that, you will have my heart whole. I will never lose hope of meeting you or give up for the chance to be with you for the rest of my life. When the time comes we will say that we’ve come a long way just to be in each other’s arm. I always think of you and just how I want your embraces right now, I know you'll make things better. The sadness grew in me almost everyday and I know you are the missing piece, but when I think of you that you are waiting as well, everything just go away. God always give me peace as I pray for you, God himself is writing our love story. God always gives me strength to go through this, waiting for you is worth it. I can say it is.

I'm not sure how will you look like or what kind of color your eyes can be? Or if you like sports or watch movies and so many other things. God wants to keep that a secret, but one thing I know for sure God wants me to know is that you love me. Just so you know I'm a happy person in a good sense if ever you're wondering as well. Hopefully you will laugh at my silliest joke; hopefully you will love my cooking and how I do things around the house. I love to sing and if that makes you happy I will always sing for you. 
I always think what kind of a man God has for me? I know that you are gentle, you will give peace to my heart when all things are clouded and you'll be my encouragement when life gets tough, eventually you will be the type who always push me to be at my best and respect me for who I am. I believe you're a man who can handle small or great responsibilities. You are strong yet God bless you with a kind heart. Let me say this, I got my eyes on you even if I haven't met you yet.

It's a long journey and it will be a long way to go, but I will never falter because at the end of the line you'll be there. Someday we will walk hand in hand, side by side. I will still look at you the same even your hair started to become gray and you will still be the most handsome man despite the wrinkles on your face. I will hold you through the days of my life.

I want to thank you in advance for being my very best friend and my every loving partner. Again, I want to share a lot of things with you, have an adventure with you, see the world in our own perspective, to see how beautiful life can be. I can face a lot of challenge because I know you're on my side ready to face it with me. We will grow  as a partner pleasing to God.

I know there are times that I almost give up but I think that both of us are preparing for this journey. May God bless us strength and courage to continue. I know we will be meeting half way somewhere, out there. I am here my dearest, patiently walking towards you.

Love,

Ivy



P.S.

I love you

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