Special Blogsode: To The Person Who Make Sense Of It All

This blogsode is dedicated to the man who is making my day extra special, hopefully you'll like my little message for you. I just want to blog it out in the world how much you mean to me. You're so important that I have to be cheesy about it. First, thank you for helping me get back on my feet, even though we're so thousand miles apart you showed that you care. Thank you for letting me know how great I am in your eyes. I don't think it will be enough just thanking you, because you help me get back to the person who needed me the most, myself. I got my self-esteem back, change my point of view, help me build myself up and always reminded me to be positive. We both know now that love is not only feelings, we learned that it's a decision we have to make everyday on a daily basis. According to what we read, "Relationship is not finding the right person; it's a learning to love the person you found." I thought I will never find someone so wonderful when I was left behind,  but I am wrong. God knows that I'll be hurt big time but He just removed unwanted things in my life because I don't deserve it and that's the truth. He wants the best for me, though I might not understand it, but I never doubted Him. And he is absolutely right about everything, I mean he is the God of the Universe. He let me cry it all out and gave me time to realize that I am worth of every DNA to another person he created for me, as I am to God. I said to myself I won't find anyone like him, but actually not all men are the same and I most not want to have any similar experience to the same person like him so I don't believe in Adele song's "Someone Like You" because I don't want to find someone like him, they're still a lot of them out there who can do the same thing and there are men that are opposite of them and they're the rarest kind now. But God bless me one. When He remove unwanted things in my life, he make me see something more precious and unexpected. Let me tell you, you're the rarest kind and I'm always thanking God he led me to you. Thank you to your ex she let you go or I won't meet someone so wonderful as you, thank you to my ex as well because he left me and you're there save me, we found each other. There's this song from the band Relient K and I'll just change the gender I'll point out some few lines:

She's a girl that you should feel sorry for
She had the world but she thought that she wanted more
I owe it all to the mistake she made back then
I owe it all to my girl's ex-girlfriend
So then, along comes me,
This undeserving mess (undeserving mess)
Who would believe my life
Would be so blessed (life would be so blessed)
She left all that debris (left all that debris)
Who would of known
She would leave everything I need
If it wasn't for her
I would still be searching
If it wasn't for her
I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for her
He would be able to see
If it wasn't for her
She would be as happy as me
When he and I settle down you can bet
That she is going to have to settle for less
She's someone that I would hate to be
I got the guy and she's left with just the memory.
We won't know that we're in the wrong person until God reveal it to us. Sometimes we so love them that we cannot see the bad side of it, we were so in denial. But eventually that has to stop. Just look at it in another way it will save us from future regrets,  it sure damn hurts but we won't feel the full extent of happiness and love of a relationship to the person God has for us if we're with the wrong ones. You deserve the best, we deserve the best. I believe also that it is not only physical, emotional, mental but it is also spiritual a two person can work as one. As for me God wants a huge space in my heart just for you and I'm getting more than I deserve. I learned the hard way that who doesn't look for you, doesn't miss you doesn't care for you...that God determines who enters in your life, but you decide who stays. That the truth hurts only once and a lie every time you remember it. That there are three things in life that leave and never returns: words, time, and opportunities (I actually don't believe that opportunities is part of it. There's a saying if one door close, another one opens. Opportunity falls down to the category were we have to work on it and not only wait for it). Therefore, value whoever values you and don't treat as a priority whoever treats you as an option. In reality, you'll definitely end with the one, unless you're stubborn and want to be miserable,

The best man you'll ever have isn't the best looking, the funnies, or the richest. He's the one that makes you feel gorgeous, hilarious and like a million dollars. He's the one that makes sure you feel loved and wanted. So, never settle for second best or settle for any less. If a man treat you like crap, better get your shit and get out! No body deserve to be treated so badly that it affects even you and your future. We don't want that! There are 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion effin people of those, there is at least one for you. Maybe you'll meet in a quaint, little coffee shop, your favorite book story, or probably introduce by a very good mother you met on a cruise. No matter what, there is someone out there, looking for you just like you are looking for them. And then you happen, you came into my life and you completely change it all. And another line's from Relient K song The Best Thing:
"You're the best thing that could be happening 
and I think you would agree the best thing is
 that it's happening to you and me. 
All I'm gonna have
Is all that you can give me
And I'll give right back
Everything I have in me
Cause nothing ever felt as right
As this does right now
I'll go back to before we met
Try and erase the past
Try harder to forget cause
Nothing will ever be as good as here and now."

If you're going to ask me I want to be where you are now and just hug you. You really made a huge impact in my life and I don't think I won't have it any other way. All I think about is you and me in this imperfect world striving to reach each other. You make send of it all.


xoxo,

IVY