The Space Between Us

i just got a revelation. I mean probably other people already figure this out, but this one get into me like a wrecking ball. 😁 But the past days was indeed a wreck. I'm in the same situation again, it feels like I'm undergoing the same loop from my past. I mean seriously, is there any way that it gets better? Maybe just for a short period of time. Damn! I knew it I'll be so like this in the month of February. All bitter, sad, alone and everything that makes me never really care at all, that sometimes I care too much. I am so unlucky with love month every since I can remember and you will ask me "Where are all this coming from?" Well I'm stubborn, why can't I just choose the right things and decide the right? This is actually frustrating. Everyone is so sweet and loving and dating people and me? I'm a total f*cked up lady. 😞

You can love the person, but that doesn't mean you can be with them. Not all person who loves each other manage to be together. Even if they wanted to. You can love someone, but sometimes you can't be with them. Not all things can be labeled forever even us expired in due time. All our days are numbered.





There! When I've watched this movie The Space Between Us I almost cried. The essence of the movie is
actually not just Gardner going to earth to meet Tulas, but rather wanting to go to earth and be a simple human, grow up like a simple teenager, meet different people and so on. He just found a deeper meaning to go back to earth. Love. Affection. Connection. Being Human.
Gardner wants to live and experience all the earth can offer that on Mars can't.

We always find a lot of reason to run away, to turn our backs to life to deal with our everyday problems. But there are others who struggle more than what we are going through. It such a disappointment sometimes and we can't demand...

That's for today. This is me Ivy.

XOXO