Pregnancy Journal: The First Month

I started posting my pregnancy journey through Instagram, I figure I should blog a little about it and to tell the experiences I had. Just letting you know it is not my first pregnancy, I made a blog about that as well and you can actually check it out just by clicking this link Our First Little Peanut.

We've been trying, it is always our dream and goal to grow this family. It took a lot of prayers, faith and hope to get where we are. I love children even babies. I always wanted to be a mother and see myself having my own children that I can share a part of me, things a I learned in life that is also shared by my parents. I always ask my husband if I'm going to be a good mom? No one actually knows until you're already in that position. Anyways, that's just the introduction for this blog just to get us settled. There's a lot of mom-to-be shared their own pregnancy experiences no matter how good or bad it is. We're all different on how we will go through with it and let me tell you just embrace every second of it. For me it is such a wonderful event happened to me

I got to know we're pregnant around October of last year. We have different ways of telling how or when you got pregnant. We've been trying that's for sure and had two miscarriages along the way.  We keep our hopes up for it, like my husband always tells me it'll happen in God's perfect timing.
I didn't follow my last first day of Cycle and I will tell you in a bit why. I ovulate late I figure it happens the same way as my other two pregnancy. I lost my second pregnancy on August, got my normal period by September and got a hunch I'm pregnant because I'm late with my period. I went to the Pharmacy to get PT, Lo and behold it says I'm pregnant! We're half ecstatic and worried but we're praying this will be a successful one. I'm not sure how far along I am that very day, but the next day we called the doctor to make an appointment and been advice to visit them immediately after the big news.

We kept it a secret until we're sure that this little one will stick around. I wanted to tell to my parents and in laws, but I'm also afraid that it might happened again. I'm still grieving with two miscarriage it is not like they're just a spec of cells, they're life that becomes part of me and I believe they're in heaven watching over us.

That's for now and will continue to share this journey to all of you.

xoxo,

Ivy M.


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