Motherhood
I will give a quick update because a lot of things happened in my life the last time I post in my blog.
After the "plandemic" crazy event. I decided to quit my flight attendant job and be a mom to my son. Due to some circumstances and events happened I have made some few decisions in life that leads me to where I am now. The fact that we have a world wide disease broke out and pregnant I have to think of a back up plan in case I decided not to go anywhere because of I'm growing a tiny human baby so my husband and I planned to start a business hence vero microgreens was born business. After giving birth to my lovely boy and everything is starting to open up again, it is time to go outside and see the world. So yes I'll be skipping a few episode from that part of story and continue on what happened next.
From flight attendant to business owner to mom and now an I am Engineering Admin in a hotel. Crazy right? But I will fill you in with more details as we go on this blog. I've been home for about 8-9 months after giving birth taking care both my son and husband, but I have to find another job. I don't want to be far from my family and to avoid any financial problem which is pretty much the problem along the way. Anyways, fast forward in year of 2021 I got hired as a guest service agent in a hotel here in Vero. I feel I scored on that one, because it is at the beach and about 15 min drive from home. I've been wanting to work as a guest service agent and the opportunity arise. I am also thankful my in laws moved down here in Florida which will help me a lot with baby sitting. There's no greater joy than being able to take care your grand child that is what I think, but it is not always rainbows and butterflies.
It's been tough for the last 2 years when I started this particular blog and base on the title Motherhood. I am a first time momma so it is a huge step for me, for all us. It is 180° flip of life. I created a human being and it is scary, fulfilling and loving all at the same time that I feel such motion sickness thinking about it. My mother pretty much shared her experience to me to help me how to take care of a child. She has 3 so it some pointers helps. But no one will be able to teach me how to mother. How to be a me mother, you know what I mean? I read books, watch youtube videos of other moms, read articles, ask doctors on the how to part but they also started to where I am at. Mothering is like a whole new level from first and even to next. My thought is how will I do this? How will I make sure my child will survive the first year and the next. It's a wild ride of everything. Anyways, during the first month, I am going through my post partum period, the 4th trimester that no one talked about, the struggle period started the moment we took our son home from the hospital. The exhaustion, the worries, and anxiety as I venture being a mother is flooding me, but there's this fulfilling feeling of love, warmth and relief after going through changes in my body and looking at my son I tell to myself, "You did this momma! You made a human and he is perfect. You did great!" I cried because all mother deserve that recognition.
Thus the motherhood begins...
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