To My Dearest #3

You don't know how much you make me happy. How much you make me jump for joy well not literally. I guess it's true once you find someone that'll make a difference in your life every thing will change, the world will shifted and everything from the past will just fade away slowly. It's true that one day you'll find someone who will love you for you.

The thought of you just makes my heart skip a beat. The thought of you that you're just beyond my reach even you're far away from me is inevitable. Maybe, just maybe we were meant to meet after the chaos, after bad stuff, after everything. Maybe I went off the chart, because I thought its right, but it is not right then I got lost, but you found me again. But see, you are the rarity that makes my wonder full of hope rather than regret. You make me wonder in ways that make me believe in things like fate, destiny or they so called serendipity. Then God is revealing me the person I've been praying for, you showing signs that I've always ask to God.You make me believe that we were meant to meet, because the way you make me feel is better than the happiness I felt when you weren’t in my life, better than the happiness I felt when I was alone. And I think I was happy before I met you, or at least I hope I was, but after I met you the happiness I thought was already full, felt fuller, and I realize now, it was you that I was missing. Because I believe in us, and I believe that you have a purpose in my life. One day I will fall in love again, but this time to the right one, because I want to be the right one too.

You know when you told me you have the best girlfriend in the world? I don't know what to answer and ask me if there's something about me you don't know. Well there's a lot of things to know and learn about  me. However, I'm not sure if I'll be the best girlfriend in the world. But I can always try and put my best into it.
 I want you to know you put a smile on my face when you are trying to explain why I become the best girlfriend in the world. You think I'm sweet (always and it's a must-have, should-have thing), funny (best part of my personality), patient (unlimited), and I'm glad you love talking to me and hearing my nonsense. Yes I am yours and joking aside I aim to make you happy. I'm very much adventurous and you are very much welcome to be my co-pilot and1st mate to much bigger world we will face in the future. God-loving that's the best part, relationship to our Most High should be a priority and part of growing. If you are willing there's so much more to explore than here and now my dear.

When the day comes that I'll be with you, I will not fear the unknown. When the day comes that I’ll be with you, I will look forward to untold adventures. Every second together is a stamp on life’s passport. It’s a corner I haven’t turned yet. And for once, it isn’t scary. With you, fear becomes excitement. Together, we’re the dream team. So, let’s get exploring. Let’s run away from here.

  
Everything you do, he’ll find simply endearing—no matter how silly, or frustrating, or funny, or downright strange—he’ll love all the little things about you, because they make you, you. ~Thought Catalog

I'm glad that you're up for an adventure with me. That you wanted to see the world with me, I actually blush when you told me I'm your special someone, you know you're the same in me. You may not be the first in everything, but is it okay if you will be my last of my everything?

I don’t know what the future holds. But I know it includes you.

You know this kind of feeling. I just feel it in my gut. I said ‘oh shit’ the minute I know about you because deep down inside I felt that you were going to be something. And you are something. What? I’m not so sure yet. But I want to be sure. I want to be sure that you’re not going to be gone tomorrow. And every indications point to you not disappearing.

When you meet people sometimes they just ignite something in your bones. You feel it like an electric shock sent straight through your entire body. And you need to see them again.

I know you have good intentions, so please have courage all will fall into places. There's more about you that I have to discover, don't worry I know my family and friends will like you like I do.

I pray for us to have strength on this journey we both walking into, I'm excited more than you do till the day when I can finally embrace you. Let's be scared together, be weird together, be happy together, laugh together, enjoy life together, serve God together and so on.  YOU ARE WORTH THE WAIT! You made me realize a lot of things here. There’s just something in the way you say my name that makes me realize that I have nothing to lose and you to gain. So let’s go on this adventure together and see where it takes us, shall we?






Xoxo,
Ivy